That Woman...

Looking out of the window,
Feeling the breeze of the night,
Just as when That Woman started thinking and reflecting on her life,
Her heart sinks a thousand miles.....

That woman Regrets,
Feeling Remorse,
Feeling Guilt,
Feeling Drained,
Feeling Unappreciated.

Negative Emotions start to rule her heart,
Negative Imaginations start to rule her brain,
Tears start rolling down her cheeks
As That Woman is starting to give up everything she have.

On Weekdays office hour,
She is an employee to her employer.
After office hour plus weekend,
She is a daughter to her parents,
She is a sister to her siblings,
She is a wife to her husband,
She is a mother to her children,
And she is That Woman.

She works in the morning,
She manages household chores in the evening,
She then needs to pay attention to her children and her husband
She multi task almost everything
And yet, she hides her sadness very well.
And yes, she is That Woman.

She keeps complaining that she is drained,
But always motivates herself by thinking all the things that she does are all solely for her family.
She keeps complaining of ache,
But always tries her best to do everything she can even though she is unwell.
Yes, you right. She is That Woman.

Despite of doing so much for the family,
She feels lonely and unappreciated.
Husband spends most of his time pointing out her wrongdoings,
Starts to talk harshly,
Husband just can't understand what she is trying to say
Thus just brush off any conversations aside.
Love faded. Feelings changed.
She is lifeless.
And yes, she is That Woman.

She jolts from her thinking as thunder growls,
She motivates herself as she believes Tomorrow will be a better day.
She believes in GOD and places her faith in GOD
She starts to pray,
"Everything belongs to YOU and one day everything and everyone shall return to YOU.
I shall always find comfort in YOU as no one will ever understand how it feels except for YOU.
Strengthen my heart and fill it with love. Wash away all the sadness and refill it with happiness."
With that in mind, she smiles and enters the bedroom.
Seeing her husband and children sleeping,
She kisses them and said in her heart, "I shall be a better me tomorrow."
And yes, she is That Woman.

Composed By: Jurianna Jumhari

PS: Late night inspirations..